Today I am trying to see the good. I am trying to see the positive. I am trying to be okay.
But instead I ate three cupcakes for breakfast.
The last week it has been hard to be happy, to see the good things. Hard decisions have been made, decisions that hurt a bit, even if they are the right ones. I am tired of curve balls, I want life to throw me something I can hit out of the park. I get tired of being strong and accepting and today, I am angry and shaking a fist and the universe.
I think I deserve it a little bit.